Yo guys~ if you’re going I’ll see you there! Friday ill be Mabel Pines, Saturday I’ll be Mami from madoka, and Sunday I’ll be Roxy! I didn’t have anything new for jade this year :p)

sorry what???

why would i

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hm…that was weird!!

hey all!! soooooooooooooo my long long long break is finally over, and i am back and ready to answer questions and junk!!

thanks for those of you who stayed with me, so nice of you <333 for that enjoy my dumb silly faces hehe~

……………..SHALL BE RETURNING!!!!! HUZZA!!!

But like not today haha my wigs are alll down at my moms. SO! Once I get those….you will see the official update right here at good old ask-farmstinkbuttlass~

peace bitches))

ask-farmstinkbuttlass:

I’m sure you all know I’ve been through a crazy shit storm of junk…but my life is kinda like fixing itself lately.

And

I may

have time for this

hm

so you guys

How many of you would like if I came back to do this? I would super like your opinions))

((reblogging again for morning crowd, I think I will make my decision tongith!))

I’m sure you all know I’ve been through a crazy shit storm of junk…but my life is kinda like fixing itself lately.

And

I may

have time for this

hm

so you guys

How many of you would like if I came back to do this? I would super like your opinions))

raeomoonshine:

2chibiplatespooky:

And how my own college has literally screwed me over entirely. 

I have been having panic attacks caused by my depression and anxiety. On Monday I had the worst panic attack of my life, and attempted suicide. Obviously I failed (because Tylenol can’t kill you just ruins your stomach and liver) Rae had found me in my room and took me to safety and security on my campus who then called an ambulance and I spent the rest of that day at the hospital.

Usually after my panic attacks I feel fine and this time I realized that I needed to seek help. At first my college (Seattle Pacific University) seemed very ready to help; when I came back to campus they had me meet with the student councilor who I really liked and once I had finished talking to him I really felt excited about meeting with him and talking things out, and figuring out if I should start medication. 

My school still made it clear that at the time they wanted me to stay off of campus till things were resolved. They had told me that they still had to decide what would be best for me; though at this point I was under the impression I would be returning to classes by Monday.

The next day I returned to campus to talk to the RLC’s who are the resident life staff. Here is the mission statement of the RLC’s:

• Provide a residential community founded on Christian faith         and values.
• Provide residential housing facilities that are safe and welcoming.
• Train and supervise student leaders.
• Offer co-curricular programming according to student developmental needs.
• Operate a fair and just disciplinary process.
• Advise residence hall councils.

I went to meet with one of them, and they had told me that they decided that the best thing was to put me on a medical leave, and not come back till spring quarter next year. Also if I want to come back I am supposed to have met with a therapist on my own time and money.

So instead of having free therapy from my school and easy access to medication they think that dumping me is better. 

This school was so important to me and getting a degree was my top goal at the moment, but because this school sees me as a liability rather than a person that just needs some help they are literally putting my life on pause. 

They continued to tell me that they really did care about me and what was best for me, but they probably didn’t know who I was until this Monday. Even my mother who has known me for 20 years agreed that this was a horrible decision. 

I now have to move out by tomorrow and find a new place to live. 

They have put my life to a screeching halt. 

I’m being torn away from my school and my friends, and basically being expected to get all the help I need on my own. 

This school says they care, but basically they are telling me I’ve screwed up, slapping me and sending me on my way. 

And if you were all wondering, I refuse to return back to this campus in the spring. 

So yeah. I just wanted other people to hear how this school handles students who really need help. 

I’ve been with Sarah every step of the way in this process. We have been fighting this as hard as we can, pulling any strings we can, trying to keep her here at school where she has access to her job, her friends, medical treatment that doesn’t require insurance, and free counseling.

We have been told the same thing, over and over. “It’s what we think is in her best interest.”, but when we try to explain the situation, we get nods, sympathetic eyes, and then sent on our way. At one point, as one of the Residence Life Coordinators was doing his spiel about how much they care about Sarah, I started shaking my head to myself. He noticed, called me out on it, and asked if I had something to say. I got two words out, “You can’t—” and he held up a hand, and asked me to leave so he could talk to Sarah on her own. While she was vulnerable and hurt and upset. 

We’ve been trying to get help anywhere we can on this campus— the Student Counseling Center won’t help, Residence Life hasn’t helped so far, nobody is listening to us and they all just keep saying the same thing over and over. 

They’re trying to push a student who attempted suicide away from a place where she can have easily accessible treatment, because that’s what they think is “best for her”. 

Sarah is not data for a statistic. She is not a paragraph scrawled on a piece of paper from a counselor’s office. She is not a liability.

She is a human being, and deserves to be treated like one.

Please, if you can, just spread the word. SPU’s not taking care of their students like they should. If you have friends or parents or anyone who is an alumni of this place, let them know. If you have any connections here, let them know. We are not going down without a fight.

(I know this blog is just kinda dead but this is very important so please spread the word)

chibiplate:

I just found out that I have another $2,000 to pay out of my pocket for this next quarter at my school and seriously I could use some help.

I have some examples of stuff below, but I don’t have any digital just yet because I need to get my tablet pen fixed which will hopefully happen today. 

I’m really getting to the point where at one moment I’ll think everything is going awesome and then crap like this just hits me in the face, but I gotta keep going.

Here are all the prices, I offer sketch, colored, and digital commissions:

Sketch Prints:

Chibis= $1

Head=  $2

Half body=  $4

Full body=  $7

Colored Prints:

Chibis= $2 or 3 for $5

Head=  $3

Half body= $6

Full body= $9

Digital prints:

Chibis= $3 or 3 for $6

Head= $5 

Half Body= $8

Full Body= $10

any extra character is just +$1

ANY AN ALL HELP GREATLY APPRECIATED 

((Yeah I know this is an inactive account but I just want to spread the word to you guys))

Seriously you guys have been so amazingly nice <333 keep in touch and I’m sure you’ll still see cosplay of me now and again!